So, I checked the last time I wrote a blog it was on October 4, 2017 and in this blog I will try to cover all the points about where I was.

Okay so, the reason why I didn’t concentrate on writing and posting blogs because I kept on over occupying into things, plus due to social media and all the other types of entertainment all around you, you get dragged into this tornado of things like playing online games for hours, binge watching many T.V. series which are available on Netflix or Amazon Prime or any other prefered site and most importantly watching Anime. So, yeah just like that I wanted to different things and I have said this in one of my previous blog too, and I guess maybe I wasn’t done with trying different things.

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In this particular time period, studies were one of my least concerned thing. It was like if tomorrow is my exam so I used to study in the morning for just about fifteen to thirty minutes. There was no routine of sleeping which is still in continuation, in between from time to time I used to try to get up in the morning early but it was just for two or three days maximum.

Well, 2017 ended up playing games like Smite and Paladins in which the former is a MOBA( Multiple Online Battle Arena) and the latter is a online first-person shooter. I don’t remember what tv series I used to follow/watch but it was definitely not Game of Thrones.

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Then Came 2018. It was a great year because, well, I graduated and then after that I got into a great University from where I am doing my Master’s. So, the first six months of 2018 was very hectic like my last semester was going on and I had to submit my thesis report which consumed a lot of time plus preparation for exams and yes I did study in my final semester, well, because there was only one theory subject and the other was practical. So, my final semester went great of Bachelor’s. Immediately after my bachelor’s was done I had to run for the entrance tests for my Master’s which was very tiring and little bit frustrating mixed with anxiety that whether I’ll be able to get into some good college or not. It was hard but eventually I got into a great college where I am now and currently writing this blog.

The other six months which were left, well what to say the first two months took me to figure out how things are done in this college, which led me to my first achievement as I was in the technical team of a Mime group, so, in that we had to give background music on which the artists had to perform ( google mime if you don’t know).

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The rest of the months went by, wasting time in very unproductive work like spending money, watching tv shows and playing games and eating a lot of junk food which happens to be the only productive work as it made me fat, poor and ugly.

The days went by and it was already semester end which gave my brain a chance to think properly about what has to done to be productive, to use my grey matter, to know about stuffs, to have knowledge and many other things which makes you utilize my brain as well as mind.

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So, I decided to give myself a month to figure out what has to done and how it has to done. I gradually started to divert myself into writing as well as reading, mostly reading and some extras like listening to podcasts instead of music and in that month I tried my best to not over occupy myself as it would have just made me lazy, careless and follow the path of indiscipline from which I was diverting myself from. Also I did a diet routine for a month to lose weight which seems like to have a significant effect on me.

Anyways, that all leads me here. Now, I am sure that I will be able to continue what I left behind years ago, the two things that I love and would never like leave is reading and writing. I may not be able to blog daily as I have found the right track and it will gradually  pick up the speed, same goes with reading as well because I do have to focus on my studies as well.

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So, yeah that’s what it is. I’ll keep pushing myself until I get the “RIGHT” which is meant for me.

 

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